Month: September 2018

Motivational Videos VS. Ego

Motivational Videos VS. EgoForeBrain Porn It’s a long weekend. I’ve hung out with friends, spent time alone, exercised a little, and have made no progress in any of the work or studying that I was hoping to accomplish. I struggle with this kind of self-defeating talk often. I am not sure what to do about […]

Textpectations – a positive spin

Textpectations – a positive spinForeBrain Porn So here I am, second morning in a row, expecting, or anticipating a text from this person I like talking to. I don’t receive one. I am basing this on a principle I might have invented and no one else is aware of, but it basically goes “I shan’t […]

Bad hair day

Bad hair dayForeBrain Porn Apparently Bad hair days aren’t just for girls… My hairs been growing long, and the gel I use isn’t made for this kind of length or wind speed… It’s bugging me, and all I can do is think that people are judging me for the way my hair looks, but in […]

Checking my lies

Checking my liesForeBrain Porn I used to lie constantly for anything and everything. Those lies were driven by fear of rejection, judgement, you name it. I did it again this morning via text message, and it didn’t sit well with me so I had to do something about it. The situation: My friend and I […]

Trusting your gut

Trusting your gutForeBrain Porn Trusting one’s own gut is such a hard thing to do. Especially after years of substance abuse. The mental addiction turns into a physical ailment of necessity as the body needs the substances to function even remotely well. I find it hard sometimes to understand what people mean when they say: […]

Violent fantasies

Violent fantasiesForeBrain Porn Fantasies of acting violently, we all have them. They are ingrained in our psyches as a mechanism for survival. We joke around by saying things like: “I’d punch him in the face if I ever see him do (insert benign action not requiring to be dealt with violence here) again!”. We say […]

2 spaghettis & relationships

2 spaghettis & relationships ForeBrain Porn I heard a great analogy a few days ago and I thought it would be worth sharing with you. I am sure a lot of you will be able to relate to it from either perspective. Have you ever been in a relationship, either it be romantic or platonic? The […]

John G. Diefenbaker Building

John G. Diefenbaker Buildinghttps://ottawatourco.ca/wp-content/uploads/2018/07/cropped-OTC-Logo-512x-Why-Bck-32×32.pngThe DRS On this episode of the Ottawa Tour Co., why this building used to be the coolest building in the Nation’s capital.   Watch the video, or read the transcription below to find out more! Video Transcription: The John G. Diefenbaker building is named a after the 13th prime minister of […]

Everyday is different

Everyday is differentForeBrain Porn Although that may seem like an evident statement, it was made all the more clear to me this past weekend. Since I have been working my recovery seriously and getting involved with other addicts, my “normy” friends, and new people my social agenda perpetually fills up. It gets to a point […]

I am racist

I am racistForeBrain Porn As much as it disheartens me to admit it, I am racist. Recently in my hometown, there has been a case of police brutality that resulted in the death of a Somali man. He died of the injuries that he incurred while being arrested by the officers.** Consequently, or coincidently, I […]

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