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Receiving threats

Receiving threatsForeBrain Porn This morning I woke up to find a note on my car that says: “Do not park here anymore or your car will be towed”. I was surprised because I’ve been living next door and parking there for over a week and half now. I’m annoyed that no one left their phone […]

The eyes of others

The eyes of othersForeBrain Porn Although it is getting better, I often find that my chest, shoulders and core tense up as I am walking around where I live. I never knew what it was due to, but now I know that it has to do with my thinking. When I was a kid, I […]

Reacting to failure

Reacting to failureForeBrain Porn Last night I wrote an exam that I didn’t study for, and as I wrote it I knew that I didn’t know what I was doing. I knew that I had to study, I had a whole long weekend to do so, and sometimes, I just can’t bring myself to do […]

Motivational Videos VS. Ego

Motivational Videos VS. EgoForeBrain Porn It’s a long weekend. I’ve hung out with friends, spent time alone, exercised a little, and have made no progress in any of the work or studying that I was hoping to accomplish. I struggle with this kind of self-defeating talk often. I am not sure what to do about […]

Textpectations – a positive spin

Textpectations – a positive spinForeBrain Porn So here I am, second morning in a row, expecting, or anticipating a text from this person I like talking to. I don’t receive one. I am basing this on a principle I might have invented and no one else is aware of, but it basically goes “I shan’t […]

Checking my lies

Checking my liesForeBrain Porn I used to lie constantly for anything and everything. Those lies were driven by fear of rejection, judgement, you name it. I did it again this morning via text message, and it didn’t sit well with me so I had to do something about it. The situation: My friend and I […]

Trusting your gut

Trusting your gutForeBrain Porn Trusting one’s own gut is such a hard thing to do. Especially after years of substance abuse. The mental addiction turns into a physical ailment of necessity as the body needs the substances to function even remotely well. I find it hard sometimes to understand what people mean when they say: […]

Violent fantasies

Violent fantasiesForeBrain Porn Fantasies of acting violently, we all have them. They are ingrained in our psyches as a mechanism for survival. We joke around by saying things like: “I’d punch him in the face if I ever see him do (insert benign action not requiring to be dealt with violence here) again!”. We say […]

2 spaghettis & relationships

2 spaghettis & relationships ForeBrain Porn I heard a great analogy a few days ago and I thought it would be worth sharing with you. I am sure a lot of you will be able to relate to it from either perspective. Have you ever been in a relationship, either it be romantic or platonic? The […]

Everyday is different

Everyday is differentForeBrain Porn Although that may seem like an evident statement, it was made all the more clear to me this past weekend. Since I have been working my recovery seriously and getting involved with other addicts, my “normy” friends, and new people my social agenda perpetually fills up. It gets to a point […]

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