Category: Negativity

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Some will come and go; others will stay

Some will come and go; others will stayThe DRS Yesterday I spent the whole afternoon with an ex-girlfriend of mine. What’s all the more important about our relationship is that she is the one that broke up with me and told me to get help. I could never thank her enough for that. We talked […]

Taking things personally

Taking things personallyThe DRS With a few months of recovery and working on myself under my belt, I find it a lot easier to not take things personally anymore. The lady that I am seeing and I had been chatting and figuring out when we both had free time so that we could meet up […]

New car, new dent…

New car, new dent…The DRS I bought a car just under a month ago, and this is the first time I have bought something like this; ever. I was proud, happy, and felt very independent for having done it. Albeit out of circumstance seeing as the last car’s engine seized on the high way… (Insertlink) […]

Practiced negativity

Practiced negativityForeBrain Porn I never used to understand mindfulness, and I was never able to differentiate it from learned behaviour, but now I think they go hand in hand. Last evening, I went out on the bike and right before leaving I threw the frisbee in the bag, and texted a few friends to go […]

Annoyed at work

Annoyed at workForeBrain Porn I used to get annoyed at work for many different reasons, I still do, but I used to too, and this is a post about why it happens to me. In the past, I would never advance, get promotions or raises for a few reasons. I had no idea how getting […]

Receiving threats

Receiving threatsForeBrain Porn This morning I woke up to find a note on my car that says: “Do not park here anymore or your car will be towed”. I was surprised because I’ve been living next door and parking there for over a week and half now. I’m annoyed that no one left their phone […]

Used to getting hurt

Used to getting hurtForeBrain Porn It’s been a day and half now, and I haven’t gotten answer back from a person I have been in a relationship with, and it is bothering me. It bothers me for a few reasons. The main one being, I hope they aren’t hurt, or hurting, and that they are […]

Checking my lies

Checking my liesForeBrain Porn I used to lie constantly for anything and everything. Those lies were driven by fear of rejection, judgement, you name it. I did it again this morning via text message, and it didn’t sit well with me so I had to do something about it. The situation: My friend and I […]

Violent fantasies

Violent fantasiesForeBrain Porn Fantasies of acting violently, we all have them. They are ingrained in our psyches as a mechanism for survival. We joke around by saying things like: “I’d punch him in the face if I ever see him do (insert benign action not requiring to be dealt with violence here) again!”. We say […]

Everyday is different

Everyday is differentForeBrain Porn Although that may seem like an evident statement, it was made all the more clear to me this past weekend. Since I have been working my recovery seriously and getting involved with other addicts, my “normy” friends, and new people my social agenda perpetually fills up. It gets to a point […]

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