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Inhaling Ashes

Inhaling AshesThe DRS One of the first posts I have ever written. I was travelling around the world and blogging about it as I moved from place to place. I was smoking cigarettes, drinking, and living the traveller lifestyle. Fewer rules, more freedom, and plenty of time to think about my actions. When I was […]

Receiving threats

Receiving threatsForeBrain Porn This morning I woke up to find a note on my car that says: “Do not park here anymore or your car will be towed”. I was surprised because I’ve been living next door and parking there for over a week and half now. I’m annoyed that no one left their phone […]

Getting the message

Getting the messageForeBrain Porn Last year I was “coerced” into joining a volunteer First Aid organization, and the training was long and very diverse. I met a lot of people, and made a lot of new friends. This story is about a friend I thought I had made. This girl is the president of the […]

The eyes of others

The eyes of othersForeBrain Porn Although it is getting better, I often find that my chest, shoulders and core tense up as I am walking around where I live. I never knew what it was due to, but now I know that it has to do with my thinking. When I was a kid, I […]

Reacting to failure

Reacting to failureForeBrain Porn Last night I wrote an exam that I didn’t study for, and as I wrote it I knew that I didn’t know what I was doing. I knew that I had to study, I had a whole long weekend to do so, and sometimes, I just can’t bring myself to do […]

Cynicism and Humility

Cynicism and HumilityForeBrain Porn I sometimes get frustrated when talking to some of my friends because I find it draining when they criticize things they are a part of. More specifically, I get annoyed when people criticize the groups and organizations that keep them sober. This is not to say that I don’t think cynicism […]

Motivational Videos VS. Ego

Motivational Videos VS. EgoForeBrain Porn It’s a long weekend. I’ve hung out with friends, spent time alone, exercised a little, and have made no progress in any of the work or studying that I was hoping to accomplish. I struggle with this kind of self-defeating talk often. I am not sure what to do about […]

Textpectations – a positive spin

Textpectations – a positive spinForeBrain Porn So here I am, second morning in a row, expecting, or anticipating a text from this person I like talking to. I don’t receive one. I am basing this on a principle I might have invented and no one else is aware of, but it basically goes “I shan’t […]

Bad hair day

Bad hair dayForeBrain Porn Apparently Bad hair days aren’t just for girls… My hairs been growing long, and the gel I use isn’t made for this kind of length or wind speed… It’s bugging me, and all I can do is think that people are judging me for the way my hair looks, but in […]

Checking my lies

Checking my liesForeBrain Porn I used to lie constantly for anything and everything. Those lies were driven by fear of rejection, judgement, you name it. I did it again this morning via text message, and it didn’t sit well with me so I had to do something about it. The situation: My friend and I […]

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