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The eyes of others

The eyes of othersForeBrain Porn Although it is getting better, I often find that my chest, shoulders and core tense up as I am walking around where I live. I never knew what it was due to, but now I know that it has to do with my thinking. When I was a kid, I […]

Reacting to failure

Reacting to failureForeBrain Porn Last night I wrote an exam that I didn’t study for, and as I wrote it I knew that I didn’t know what I was doing. I knew that I had to study, I had a whole long weekend to do so, and sometimes, I just can’t bring myself to do […]

Cynicism and Humility

Cynicism and HumilityForeBrain Porn I sometimes get frustrated when talking to some of my friends because I find it draining when they criticize things they are a part of. More specifically, I get annoyed when people criticize the groups and organizations that keep them sober. This is not to say that I don’t think cynicism […]

Textpectations – a positive spin

Textpectations – a positive spinForeBrain Porn So here I am, second morning in a row, expecting, or anticipating a text from this person I like talking to. I don’t receive one. I am basing this on a principle I might have invented and no one else is aware of, but it basically goes “I shan’t […]

Bad hair day

Bad hair dayForeBrain Porn Apparently Bad hair days aren’t just for girls… My hairs been growing long, and the gel I use isn’t made for this kind of length or wind speed… It’s bugging me, and all I can do is think that people are judging me for the way my hair looks, but in […]

Checking my lies

Checking my liesForeBrain Porn I used to lie constantly for anything and everything. Those lies were driven by fear of rejection, judgement, you name it. I did it again this morning via text message, and it didn’t sit well with me so I had to do something about it. The situation: My friend and I […]

Violent fantasies

Violent fantasiesForeBrain Porn Fantasies of acting violently, we all have them. They are ingrained in our psyches as a mechanism for survival. We joke around by saying things like: “I’d punch him in the face if I ever see him do (insert benign action not requiring to be dealt with violence here) again!”. We say […]

2 spaghettis & relationships

2 spaghettis & relationships ForeBrain Porn I heard a great analogy a few days ago and I thought it would be worth sharing with you. I am sure a lot of you will be able to relate to it from either perspective. Have you ever been in a relationship, either it be romantic or platonic? The […]

Everyday is different

Everyday is differentForeBrain Porn Although that may seem like an evident statement, it was made all the more clear to me this past weekend. Since I have been working my recovery seriously and getting involved with other addicts, my “normy” friends, and new people my social agenda perpetually fills up. It gets to a point […]

I am racist

I am racistForeBrain Porn As much as it disheartens me to admit it, I am racist. Recently in my hometown, there has been a case of police brutality that resulted in the death of a Somali man. He died of the injuries that he incurred while being arrested by the officers.** Consequently, or coincidently, I […]

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