Category: Trust

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Receiving threats

Receiving threatsForeBrain Porn This morning I woke up to find a note on my car that says: “Do not park here anymore or your car will be towed”. I was surprised because I’ve been living next door and parking there for over a week and half now. I’m annoyed that no one left their phone […]

Reacting to failure

Reacting to failureForeBrain Porn Last night I wrote an exam that I didn’t study for, and as I wrote it I knew that I didn’t know what I was doing. I knew that I had to study, I had a whole long weekend to do so, and sometimes, I just can’t bring myself to do […]

Cynicism and Humility

Cynicism and HumilityForeBrain Porn I sometimes get frustrated when talking to some of my friends because I find it draining when they criticize things they are a part of. More specifically, I get annoyed when people criticize the groups and organizations that keep them sober. This is not to say that I don’t think cynicism […]

Motivational Videos VS. Ego

Motivational Videos VS. EgoForeBrain Porn It’s a long weekend. I’ve hung out with friends, spent time alone, exercised a little, and have made no progress in any of the work or studying that I was hoping to accomplish. I struggle with this kind of self-defeating talk often. I am not sure what to do about […]

Bad hair day

Bad hair dayForeBrain Porn Apparently Bad hair days aren’t just for girls… My hairs been growing long, and the gel I use isn’t made for this kind of length or wind speed… It’s bugging me, and all I can do is think that people are judging me for the way my hair looks, but in […]

Checking my lies

Checking my liesForeBrain Porn I used to lie constantly for anything and everything. Those lies were driven by fear of rejection, judgement, you name it. I did it again this morning via text message, and it didn’t sit well with me so I had to do something about it. The situation: My friend and I […]

Trusting your gut

Trusting your gutForeBrain Porn Trusting one’s own gut is such a hard thing to do. Especially after years of substance abuse. The mental addiction turns into a physical ailment of necessity as the body needs the substances to function even remotely well. I find it hard sometimes to understand what people mean when they say: […]

Violent fantasies

Violent fantasiesForeBrain Porn Fantasies of acting violently, we all have them. They are ingrained in our psyches as a mechanism for survival. We joke around by saying things like: “I’d punch him in the face if I ever see him do (insert benign action not requiring to be dealt with violence here) again!”. We say […]

Everyday is different

Everyday is differentForeBrain Porn Although that may seem like an evident statement, it was made all the more clear to me this past weekend. Since I have been working my recovery seriously and getting involved with other addicts, my “normy” friends, and new people my social agenda perpetually fills up. It gets to a point […]

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