Yo Hello Hooray (Everyday) by Ubiquitous Synergy Seekers — Song Time

Yo Hello Hooray (Everyday) by Ubiquitous Synergy Seekers — Song TimeForeBrain Porn Hello and welcome to one of the many editions of Song Time! This category of posts Song Time is where I share with you songs that were instrumental (pun intended) in my recovery at one point or another. On today’s post: Yo Hello Hooray […]

Question about my past drug use and stopping and relapses and stuff

Question about my past drug use and stopping and relapses and stuffForeBrain Porn A good friend of mine asked me a quesiton through social media the other day and I couldn’t help but share it with you. My Friend So I have a question about, like, your past drug use and stopping and relapses and […]

Unrelenting standards

Unrelenting standardsForeBrain Porn I had no idea unrelenting standards were a thing until they were presented as a “trigger” in a group therapy session I had a few years ago. I remember thinking that this guy in our group obviously had them as his schedule was rigid as all hell and thinking: “Man I can’t […]

Fighting

FightingForeBrain Porn When I was using and drinking, I was always looking over my back. Insecurities still haunt me and my decisions, but a lot less now that I have put some work into them. I remember, because it still happens occasionally, or when I fantasize about violence (*). In meetings concerning recovery a phrase […]

Poking fun at alcoholics – I think it is done

Poking fun at alcoholics – I think it is doneForeBrain Porn Earlier today, I was at a training event for a First Aid organization I volunteer for, and we all had to introduce ourselves. This involved our names, our primary location for volunteering, and how many years we had all been doing this. Right off […]

Lying to be perfect

Lying to be perfectForeBrain Porn So here’s the scoop, the other day at work, I forgot to send an email that I thought I had sent. It turns out that I didn’t, and I fixed it. Then, not ten minutes later, I get told that in that same instance, I forgot to send another email. […]

Scared of Sports

Scared of SportsForeBrain Porn I have been sick, I have been sad (insert link), I have been eating like shit, and feeling even worse. I feel like I’ve lost control because I can’t sleep at night and feel tired during the day so I try to control everything by means of energy drinks and melatonin. […]

Minor venture into the Discomfort zone

Minor venture into the Discomfort zoneForeBrain Porn I had a short shift at work today, and boy was I not in the right frame of mind to be there! I sometimes work in a pretty masculine work environment where authority and confidence are necessary to do the job. Today I did not feel like I […]

Al Adhan in Al-Khalil Palestine (Hebron)

Al Adhan in Al-Khalil Palestine (Hebron)https://i1.wp.com/travelbuggee.com/wp-content/uploads/2018/07/cropped-TravelBuggee-Logo-512.png?fit=32%2C32Travel Buggee The adhan, athan, or azaan (Arabic: أَذَان‎ [ʔaˈðaːn]) (also known as Ezan in Turkish) is your Islamic telephone to worship, recited from the muezzin at prescribed times of the afternoon. The origin of this word is ʾadhina أَذِنَ significance “to listen, to listen to, be educated about”. Adhan […]

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